Silly Nostalgic Nonsense

Me and my best friend were talking about these the other day so we both said we would do them again as adults to see how stupid they were. So without further adieu, MySpace Survey Time! When was the last time you swam in a pool? Wednesday Do you like to party? My definition of a party, yes. Small and no annoying people. If you ex suddenly kissed you right now, what would you do? Deck 'em. Are you a virgin? Yeah me and my husband never have sex ever, def not several times a week ;P What are your views on sex? Depends on what position I'm in. :P Is your best friend dating anyone? half of them are married. Describe the shirt you're wearing? I'm actually naked right now. Could you go out in public without wearing makeup? I have my whole life What is one feature that you don't like? So vague. Would people describe you as happy? Depends on who you ask. Do you have a Tumblr? Yes, but I never even get on there. Do you have a Xanga? I read that as Xanax, and I wish, but no I don't even know what it is. Sleep with or without clothes on? I'm always naked unless I'm in public or there are visitors over. What's the last book you read? I'm currently reading a Stephen King novel. You're offered free tickets to a Justin Bieber concert. What do you do? Sell them. What about Jersey Shore. What about it? The whole state of NJ stinks. Does it bother you if people swear around you? As long as they aren't swearing at me in a serious way, joking around is fine. Do you prefer Wednesdays or Thursdays? Wednesdays because they are the least busy for me currently Converse? I was rocking some yesterday evening. Prefer black or blue pens? both Dress up on Halloween? If I have a reason to. Like to travel? Yah Like someone? I hate most people. Does she know? No. Who sleeps with you every night? My husband. Think you're attractive? I'm married so obviously someone thinks so therefore i don't care. Want to get married? idk maybe:P To? A candy bar Are you a good student? Not at all. Are you currently happy? I'm not currently in a good mood, but I am happy with where I am in life now. Have you ever cheated / Been cheated on? I'm loyal and past relationship aren't even necessary to mention at this point in my life. Birthplace? Murrlandd Christmas or Halloween? both have good candy. Colored or black-and-white photo? Color. I like vivid things. Do long distance relationships work? Seldom Do you believe in astrology? No. Do you believe in love at first sight? hmmm not really. Do you consider yourself the life of the party? Usually, depends on the crowd. With my friends, yeahh Do you drink? Not really much anymore. i can't with my meds Do you make fun of people? Who doesn't? Do you think dreams eventually come true? If some of my dreams came true that would be absolutely terrifying. Favorite fictional character? Daria Go to the movies or rent? Muh Fukkin Netflix. Have you ever moved? mhm Have you ever stolen anything? My husband's heart... oooooo haha How's the weather right now? Dunno. I'm naked and not going to look outside now. Last time you cut your hair? 2 ish months ago Last person you talked to on the phone? The police. Last time you showered? What's a shower jk a few hours ago Loud or soft music? there's a time and place for everything. McDonalds or Burger King? Diabeetus Night or day? Night. Number of pillows? I have at least 10 pillows Piano or guitar? both Future job? something that pays better than what I'm making now lol Current job? decent Current love? exercising Current longing? food Current disappointment? not having food. Current annoyance? Everything Last thing you ate? chinese food, last night Last thing you bought? gas i think Most recent thing you are looking forward to? the cookout I'm about to go to. What are you hearing right now? My husband blowing his nose. Plans for the weekend? Wold cup final at the inlaws What did you do today? Nothing yet. Pick a lyric, any lyric or a song? Slippery dick, just a fish in the Atlantic. Pick a movie quote? What do I need a gun rack for? I don't own a gun let alone multiple guns that would necessitate a gun rack. (something like that I probably goofed the real wording, but you know what I mean)

My problem with Libertarians

I have noticed that claiming to be a Libertarian is the new fad for my generation. *I'm not going to generalize ALL Libertarians, simply because I haven't personally met every Libertarian in this country, but among the ones I know personally they were all previously republicans. I don't know a single person who was previously declared a Democrat that is now a Libertarian. *Libertarians don't really see people as individuals like they claim to. And by that I mean they don't care about a person on a personal level, but more of a legal level. Everyone is legally their own person so this is 'Merica and they can do whatever the hell they want simply because they are a resident of the United States. I hate the fact they they seem to blow past the reality of things. Supposedly I'm legally equal to people to men. Since I'm legally equal that must mean that I get treated equal and my gender never holds me back from my daily life and hobbies, right? NO! As a female I have been told I have manly interests. I love to work on cars, play video games, partake in other nerdy stuff that's basically male dominated. Things I say constantly get discounted (mostly by people I don't know because most of my friends are males and they are all super nice and non-discriminating)simply for the fact that I am a female. It's not really fair that something like gender can make people assume you are ignorant to a subject. I mean as I stated before most of my friends are men and they all respect me 100%, but on a monthly basis I would say that I am affected by sexism. Back to the Libertarians. Another thing that bothers me about them is how pretentious they are. I have noticed they always start out their debates as "As a Libertarian I believe..." First of all, you're not some mythical political unicorn, Libertarianism isn't by any means new. I would hope you should know if I start a political battle with you I am knowledgeable of political parties. Second, hop off your high horse. You act like you're speaking in behalf of royalty. Like you have some leader you are worshiping. Stop lying to yourself, this country will never stray from bipartisanship at least not in our lifetime. Mostly because you're either Liberal or Conservative. It doesn't matter how far you are to the left or right, you're one or the other and I don't think you can be in the dead center either, not if you truly are passionate about your beliefs. And because of that a Third Party could never prevail in the USA. It's not really how things can work in this country at this point in the timeline of humanity. We're still too young as a human race to not pick sides. Maybe some individuals can, but as a whole we cannot, no argument there because open your eyes and look around, it's simply just not happening. Honestly it would be best to not really even have parties and appoint authorities based on what THEY believe in and not what a party as a whole believes in. I applaud Libertarians for that though, they have the right idea, but how about you just label yourself and an Independent and have opinions of policies and laws. Claiming a party really does nothing for you personally except create a false representation of your beliefs. While I am personally a very Liberal person, I don't consider myself as a Democrat because I don't like 100% of what the party does or how they do things. Being Independent is the true way to be an individual, so Libertarians going on about "everyone is an individual" picking a party isn't quite doing that for you. I mean how much more straight forward can the word independent be? Anyway, I'm getting very sleepy so I'm going to stop this blog here. I hope what I wrote makes sense. I'm too tired to proof this before I publish. Peace out.

Sexual Assault is unacceptable.

Rape. Any man can rape any woman. Doesn't matter if you're even married. If you don't want to have sex you can say no. If you call up a man and tell him to come over and while he's on the way decide to say no, you can still say no. Anyway, my point is. I was sexually assaulted by a man who has also sexually assaulted two other females I know personally and apparently several others I know nothing about. For the sake of privacy I will use these names for the people in my explanation of what happened in "My side of the Story" Jack - The assaulter Jill - The assaulter's sister Mary and Jane- assaulter's sister's friends My side of the Story: I was friends with Jack, Jill, Mary and Jane. Jack and Jill invited us all over for a Christmas party in December of 2007. I remember stopping by the store on the way there to pick up some candy for the party. After I go the candy I went to the party. We were all having fun in the basement playing video games. We played Mario Party and a few other fun party games. Then Jill, Mary and Jane said they were going to go upstairs and make some cupcakes. I was still playing Mario Kart, so I said I would be up in a minute to help them. Jack was playing Mario Kart with me on the other side of the couch. As soon as the 3 girls went upstairs, Jack started scooting closer to me on the couch. I kept moving away, he took that is being playful and flirty. I paused the game because I was getting pretty disturbed. He started trying to rub his balding head on my leg, at that point I moved as far as I could which was the arm of the couch. He was about to start touching my inner thigh with his hand when the 3 girls came bombarding back down the stairs and which point he jumped back and acted like nothing happened. I went upstairs with the girls that came down to get me, I went upstairs for a while and ate some cupcakes when they were finished. At the end of the night I went back downstairs to get my hoodie because it was about time for me to leave, I was 17 after all and had to be home by 11. I quickly grabbed my hoodie that was on the coffee table. As I was about halfway up the stairs I noticed Jack was following me, I kept walking towards the front door. By the time I had opened it to exit he had caught up to me. He followed me onto the front porch. He said "Wait I need to give you a hug goodbye" I said "No! I need to get home." He then proceeded to wrap his arms around me from behind (I was 5'3" and 135 lbs, he was at least 6 feet tall and weighed at least 250 I'm sure.) He put his scruffy chin on my head and started moving his hands towards the button of my jeans. I told him to stop and that I really had to go and I started walking forward as hard as I could to get out of his grasp. He then attempted to put his hand down the front of my pants. Thankfully I was wearing a belt and he couldn't really get far, at this point I balled my hand into a fist and punched him right in the crotch. He flinched from the pain and that was my chance to escape. I ran to my van and went home as fast as possible. When I made it home I called my best friend at the time and told her about what happened. The next day my friend went tot he local game store where Jack was hanging out and asked him why he raped me. (During my explanation of the story I never used rape and I said everything I said here) I see a incoming call from him. I ignored it of course because I didn't want to talk to him. Of course "1 new voicemail" comes up. I listen to him getting all grumpy that I told my friend about it and that "we needed to talk". So being the stupid 17 yr old that I am I went there to tell him off. I told him I told my best friend because I was very shaken up over what happened and that's generally what people do. After this goes on for a few minutes I just get completely disgusted and leave because he wants me to apologize to him for what he did to me. That's my story. That how I was sexually assaulted. Should I have called the cops? Probably. I was 17 years old, embarrassed about it honestly, I was a virgin at the time. If I called the cops that would have got my parents involved and what 17 yr old wants that? I was still in high school. I didn't know how to handle situations like that. I told him no and he kept going. I was in no way physically or emotionally attracted to him, I liked his sister as a friend more anyway. Just because I'm nice to someone doesn't mean I want to sleep with them.